I have come to a decision on this fertility CRAP!!!

I have 2 vials of the "stuff" at the RE's office. So, this next go round I am going to do another IUI and in the meantime start having consults or whatever it is I need to start IVF. Then, I won't have to skip any cycles :-) I am tired of playing this game.......... My next kid is going to come to me whether they like it or not. I am the MOTHER and I make the decisions around here.......... :giggle: OK, do I sound convincing yet??...haha!!!

12 dpo/dpiui

Well, still a Negative so I imagine I am definitely out this month. 4 failed IUI's....... I really think something must be wrong. My RE says if it is going to take it will take in the first 3 tries. So, now what.... do I keep going?? Do I use the rest of my fertility$$$ and go for the big guns and do IVF? What if there is something "wrong" in there?? Then IVF will also be a waste of time and money. Should I just use up the next 2 vials on IUI's?? My. RE says there is no reason to do a Laproscopy because I don't have any symptoms of anything. He has also said I respond so well to fertility drugs I could be an egg donor. So, isn't that nice..... I can give someone else a baby but not me......lol Whatever!! This is crazy............. I wish someone had the answers, or ideas... or something. I don't like to hear "I don't know". I mean really, shouldn't a Lap be done before we do IVF? Shouldn't he rule out EVERYTHING??? Oh yes, and a lap is about $7500 too. So I can waste the rest of my fertility money on IVF or the Lap..... What a nice choice....lol We can find the problem but after that you have no more money................ What a load of crap......

11 dpiui

Negative...........


Whatever!!


I suppose we are on to the nexy cycle now. This will be the 4th failed IUI. What the hell???

Susie Home Maker

So, I got a wild hair today and decided I was going to get my sewing machine out and play with it. Now, mind you, I am not a very crafty person. I generally just sew a straight line if I have to. My mom gave me a burp cloth pattern from when she made burp cloths for Jadyn so I made a few of those. I also made a Taggie out of some material that was left over from the burp clothes my mom made. They were actually receiving blankets I gave my mom to use because we just got way to many from the baby showers. Well, I apparently felt like moving on to bigger and better things. I ended up making Jadyn a pair of pajamas with a matching scrunchie! Now.... I do have to say that the material is upside down on her pants.....ooops....haha!! Regardless, They are still pretty cute!!

The material says "I LOVE MY DOG" all over it. The letter look like different pattern of animal hair. It also has dog faces and bones.

10 dpiui

Still Negative :-( Blah.....................

9 dpiui

So, I thought I would just try a test this morning......... Negative :-( I know it is early but I am just so discouraged. I hate this fertility crap..... I really do!! I think maybe if this IUI doesn't take and we go through our other 2 vials I am going to quit. It is just so stressful and I don't really know how much more time and effort I can put into it. This is my first cycle back from a break and I'm ready to stop again......

8 dpiui

Symptoms or maybe they aren't. Who the hell knows: slight headache, cramping/pain in right ovary area, a few shooting pains in the cervix again today, a slight back ache and I hate my animals...... How's that for symptoms??......lol I think if my Shephard barks one more time today I am going to hog tie him to a tree. For Christ's sake that damn dog is on my nerves.